Ombak Rindu

Salam semua,

Lama tak menulis dalam blog ku ini.. Semalam telah berpeluang gi tengok citer Ombak Rindu. Walaupun setelah beberapa lama di pawagam, namun masih lagi orang ramai berpusu-pusu menonton. Aku dengan 'excitednyer' pergi la ke panggung..

Selepas 2 jam menonton, apa yg dapat aku simpulkan adalah publisiti untuk OR ni mmg hebat.. Namun kecewa sedikit kerana mengharapkan jalan cerita yg mantap dan kesedihan yang menimpa diri Izzah haruslah lagi hebat.. Aku lihat beberapa penonton adalah yang mengalirkan airmata, tp aku xde la pulak.. Tunggu jugak..  Sampai habis cerita la...tak jugak keluar2.. hehe..

Mungkin aku membandingkan kesedihan diri Izzah dan kesusahan hidup yang dia lalui dengan sejarah hidup aku sendiri.. Hmm...

Walau apa pun, cerita OR ni mmg best kerana seketika aku terbuai dengan khayalan dan keromantikan Hariz yang dipotretkan dalam cerita ni.. 

p/s: OST OR mmg best...!!!

Poster rasmi Ombak Rindu

Expatriate

Aku hairan betul la dengan expatriate company aku nih.. Tak kira la nationality apa... Selalu jer mendatangkan masalah.. Dah explain pasal calculation gaji pun masih confuse lagi.. Fed up aku rasa, macam nak suruh jer dorang nih mintak explanation kat Jabatan buruh tuh. Ni sumer sebab taknak bayar income tax banyak sangat. Apa susah, before nak balik nanti gi la buat income tax clearance.. Terlebih bayar dapat refund.. Ishhh, sakit hati betul lar..

Part Time Jobs?? Hmmm...

Part time jobs?? Perlu ke?? Aku rasa semenjak ekonomi yang makin lama makin naik nih..duit gaji aku hanya cukup2 makan.. Memang ada niat aku nak cari kerja lain..tp aku fikir, berapa lama nak makin gaji je.. So, aku pn buka la internet hari nih try2 cari online part time jobs.. As you guys know, internet kat Malaysia nih makin berkembang tapi tak boleh la nak lawan kat oversea tu..i mean the speed connection but that's should not be our excuse.. Cuba tengok Irfan Khairi boleh je dia jadi jutawan internet samada kita berani ke tak je.. 

Jadi, aku buat keputusan yang cuba internet bisnes or online bisnes nih.. mcm2 ada, affiliate la, translator job la.. pergghhh, banyak sebenarnya.. maybe aku je yang malas kot sebelum nih.. hahaha.. 

Bitter Sweet Memories...Part 2

As I'm approaching the taxi stand I saw from the corner of my eye she's following me. Once I reach the taxi stand she called me with such a rude tone and immediately I can see her baby bump under her dress. She is PREGNANT!! How devastated I feel. Her bump looks like she is 6 months preggie and it is exactly same age as Aleesha. I felt like running away and hide for as long as I can. How could Seelan @ Ezzad do this to me? All this while he promised there is no romantic connection between them except being a father to her children and foolishly I trusted him. I felt humiliated, betrayed, cheated, angry and sad as well. Reality bites hit me hard and suddenly I realize that all this while I have been cheated. He is being nice to me and promised me all sorts of things, just to prevent me from doing any legal action for Aleesha.
Anyway, something happened at LCCT which involved me, Seelan and the ex-wife. To make things worse, it's also involved the police. I am not proud of what I have done but it is a reaction from being harrased; emotionally and physically by the b***h. No apologized or explanation given by Seelan as he thinks what he has done is right and there is no harm caused to everyone especially in terms of religion. Doesn't he realised that he is still a Muslim? And she is a Christian? This is Malaysia not overseas, for goodness sake. I'm not trying to be religious but for a 30 year old Manager to do this stupid act, it is so unbelievable. All this while he keep preaching that I'll will never change in terms of trust but now when I do, he betrayed me with this unthinkable action.

From that moment, I've made my decision to stop being nice to Seelan and his ex-wife. I am determined to take all the necessary legal action for my daughter and definitely I won't spare any sympathy for his plead to see Aleesha at all. I know that I shouldn't separate the relationship or bond between a father and his daughter but I think what I'm doing is necessary, to prevent wrongdoing or bad influence to my daughter. Now both of us has taken our separate path and never spoken to each other since then. And I hope the decision that I made is correct for my own good as well as for Aleesha.

Bitter Sweet Memories...Part 1

23rd April marks the happiest day of my life where me and ex hubby able to spend time with lil princess. Fly off to Kota Kinabalu with high expectation to spend wonderful time with each other. Knowing that our relationship is so complicated, we push it away for the time being.
Arrive in KK about 1.45pm, straight to the hotel for rest, Gaya Centre Hotel. A nice 3 star hotel with simple amenities. Exactly 5.30pm we went out for a stroll by the beach, sunset in the background and really enjoy each other company. Had simple seafood dinner and it is such a delicious meal and CHEAP as well..hehehe. Later went for a short shopping spree at the new shopping mall Suria Sabah. The mall is still new and what do you expect, not many shops available. After spend on few necessities, back to the hotel for rest.

24th April - Woke up early for breakfast and enjoy the beautiful scenery of the beach from the cafe balcony. It was sunny and perfect day for souvenirs shopping spree.. Bought few things for folks back in KL and some for us as well.  As time passed by the weather became very hot and humid. Time to head back to our room and rest. Aleesha also getting cranky, tired and hungry same as for both of us..TIRED and HUNGRY!!
Clock strike 6.30pm and its getting dark outside. Time for dinner. We had fish, calamari and vege again..but we are not tired of eating this meal as it was awesome.. Definitely we can't get cheap seafood in KL. So, we stuff ourselves with seafood in KK..hehehe. This is the last night we're enjoying our time together as 1 family. I know I shouldn't expect so much from him..as tomorrow it will back to normal again. He with his own life and me with lil princess. Even we still keep in touch with each other, but our time is so limited as both of us is busy with our own things or work to do.

25th April - Time to head off to the airport and back to KL. Flight schedule at 2.05pm and we were in the airport early for check in and relax. Already make plans to come again when lil princess is a little bit bigger and maybe backpacking to other destination together.
Exactly 4.30pm arrive at LCCT, we hit by a bad news that the other woman is there (ex as well). I know that she definitely don't believed my ex went to KK for work and it is not a surprise to me either. I can feel that huge problem will arise and there goes my happiest holiday together as a family.

Once I stepped out from the arrival, I can see her from my corner of my eyes. I do not want to make any scene which can embarrassed myself, lil princess as well as my ex. So, I make my decision to ignore and proceed to get a taxi to go back and fetch my car in PJ. As I approaching the taxi stand....

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Aleesha Edrianna... Part 2

When I woke up from my deep sleep after delivery I still can't believe that I have become a mother. I look at her with love and wonder how does this baby of mine can be in my belly? Masyaallah. She is so perfect, with big round eyes and importantly lots of hair just like mine..haha. Immediately I fell in love with her and decide to name her Aleesha Edrianna; Protected by God.
Aleesha is a blessing from God that reconnect the broken relationship between me and my ex. He came to visit me and within a second he fell in love with Aleesha as well. That evening, I received a devastating news from the doctor that Aleesha need to be placed at NICU due to jaundice and lung infection. I am so heart broken, sad and frustrated.
Next 48 hours I were at home and Aleesha in NICU, alone. I wonder has she drank her milk or is she crying in the middle of the night? But nothing I can do to make her come home as early as possible. As usual on Saturday afternoon, before I went to NICU to visit Aleesha I received a good news that she is getting better and can be discharged. My heart scream with joy and I can't wait to go and fetch her home. Finally my lil princess will be with me. Everyone was happy and excited and can't wait for her to be home. When she arrived, it was the best thing that can happen to everyone.

Aleesha Edrianna... Part 1

When the "stick" showed me 2 lines, I suddenly feel numb. I couldn't believe my eyes that it showed positive result. Mixed feeling arise; happy, confuse and sad as well. Happy that I'm becoming a mother soon; confuse on how to become a good mother and sad of all the arguments.
Quickly went to see a doctor and she confirmed the result that I am pregnant. Can't believe somebody is growing inside me. In a minute I'm already in love with my growing baby in my belly. I call my child "baby".
Being alone and pregnant with a child is hard especially emotionally. Thank god I have a very supportive family and some of my good friends. I never will ever know how to pay back on their kindness. Thank you guys..You are the best. As time goes by, my growing belly is getting bigger and I can't wait for my baby to arrive. Approaching my 7th months, I got to know that I will be having a girl. I am so excited...little dresses, cute hair clips, hair bands... From my baby, it changed to Lil Princess....
You know how people they say that a baby will change your perceptive and thinking, that happened to my ex-husband. Lil princess changed his anger and frustration towards forgiveness, fatherly and love. As for me, I do forgive him for what he has done but I will not forget the sadness and hurt he has caused.
14th November 2010, after my pregnancy has been over due of 8 days I went into OT for delivery. Few minutes before turning midnight, my sweet Lil Princess arrived. First time I heard her scream I felt relieved and happy that God has given me a healthy baby girl. Syukur Alhamdulillah...

Man.. Can't live with them or can't live without them?? Part 2

Feeling of being a married lady is so different. Responsibilities that come with the title is huge. I wonder if I ever be comfortable with it. As time passed by, I thought I have been the best wife that I possibly can imagine but I was wrong. It is still not enough to my husband and obviously it became a problem for both of us. To shorten the story, the fairy tale that I was holding on to never came true. Our marriage came to the end of the road. I was so devastated and hurt. However, as I believe every sad story there is always good that comes with it. I received the best news ever, I was 3 months pregnant. Truthfully I was saddened about my marriage but in the same time, I am happy to start the new role in my life; which is being a mother..

Man.. Can't live with them or can't live without them?? Part 1

Semua budak perempuan masa sekolah mesti akan berangan-angan bila dah besar nanti dapat keja yg bagus, jumpa lelaki yg sayang kita, kawin, dpt anak dan yg best skali, "Happily Ever After". Macam cerita dongeng. Fairy tales..But in reality, we won't get what we always wish for. As for me, I managed to study till Master and along the journey found few good as well as not so good man.

Until 1 fine day, I found the one (At that time I thought he was)...Anyway we fell in love, went thru ups and down together till 1 day we decided to get married. 7th November 2009, the day I became a wife to a husband. Thinking ok, I'm getting what I have aim for. 

Welcome!!

Welcome Amy to your Blogspot.. :D. Yeah, I know I'm so outdated. Before this I don't see a purpose to have a blog on my own. But now..things changed.
I'm looking forward to lot of things in my life..And certainly I would like to share it with everyone I love.