As I'm approaching the taxi stand I saw from the corner of my eye she's following me. Once I reach the taxi stand she called me with such a rude tone and immediately I can see her baby bump under her dress. She is PREGNANT!! How devastated I feel. Her bump looks like she is 6 months preggie and it is exactly same age as Aleesha. I felt like running away and hide for as long as I can. How could Seelan @ Ezzad do this to me? All this while he promised there is no romantic connection between them except being a father to her children and foolishly I trusted him. I felt humiliated, betrayed, cheated, angry and sad as well. Reality bites hit me hard and suddenly I realize that all this while I have been cheated. He is being nice to me and promised me all sorts of things, just to prevent me from doing any legal action for Aleesha.
Anyway, something happened at LCCT which involved me, Seelan and the ex-wife. To make things worse, it's also involved the police. I am not proud of what I have done but it is a reaction from being harrased; emotionally and physically by the b***h. No apologized or explanation given by Seelan as he thinks what he has done is right and there is no harm caused to everyone especially in terms of religion. Doesn't he realised that he is still a Muslim? And she is a Christian? This is Malaysia not overseas, for goodness sake. I'm not trying to be religious but for a 30 year old Manager to do this stupid act, it is so unbelievable. All this while he keep preaching that I'll will never change in terms of trust but now when I do, he betrayed me with this unthinkable action.
From that moment, I've made my decision to stop being nice to Seelan and his ex-wife. I am determined to take all the necessary legal action for my daughter and definitely I won't spare any sympathy for his plead to see Aleesha at all. I know that I shouldn't separate the relationship or bond between a father and his daughter but I think what I'm doing is necessary, to prevent wrongdoing or bad influence to my daughter. Now both of us has taken our separate path and never spoken to each other since then. And I hope the decision that I made is correct for my own good as well as for Aleesha.
Wednesday 4 May 2011
Tuesday 3 May 2011
Bitter Sweet Memories...Part 1
23rd April marks the happiest day of my life where me and ex hubby able to spend time with lil princess. Fly off to Kota Kinabalu with high expectation to spend wonderful time with each other. Knowing that our relationship is so complicated, we push it away for the time being.
Arrive in KK about 1.45pm, straight to the hotel for rest, Gaya Centre Hotel. A nice 3 star hotel with simple amenities. Exactly 5.30pm we went out for a stroll by the beach, sunset in the background and really enjoy each other company. Had simple seafood dinner and it is such a delicious meal and CHEAP as well..hehehe. Later went for a short shopping spree at the new shopping mall Suria Sabah. The mall is still new and what do you expect, not many shops available. After spend on few necessities, back to the hotel for rest.
24th April - Woke up early for breakfast and enjoy the beautiful scenery of the beach from the cafe balcony. It was sunny and perfect day for souvenirs shopping spree.. Bought few things for folks back in KL and some for us as well. As time passed by the weather became very hot and humid. Time to head back to our room and rest. Aleesha also getting cranky, tired and hungry same as for both of us..TIRED and HUNGRY!!
Clock strike 6.30pm and its getting dark outside. Time for dinner. We had fish, calamari and vege again..but we are not tired of eating this meal as it was awesome.. Definitely we can't get cheap seafood in KL. So, we stuff ourselves with seafood in KK..hehehe. This is the last night we're enjoying our time together as 1 family. I know I shouldn't expect so much from him..as tomorrow it will back to normal again. He with his own life and me with lil princess. Even we still keep in touch with each other, but our time is so limited as both of us is busy with our own things or work to do.
25th April - Time to head off to the airport and back to KL. Flight schedule at 2.05pm and we were in the airport early for check in and relax. Already make plans to come again when lil princess is a little bit bigger and maybe backpacking to other destination together.
Exactly 4.30pm arrive at LCCT, we hit by a bad news that the other woman is there (ex as well). I know that she definitely don't believed my ex went to KK for work and it is not a surprise to me either. I can feel that huge problem will arise and there goes my happiest holiday together as a family.
Once I stepped out from the arrival, I can see her from my corner of my eyes. I do not want to make any scene which can embarrassed myself, lil princess as well as my ex. So, I make my decision to ignore and proceed to get a taxi to go back and fetch my car in PJ. As I approaching the taxi stand....
Arrive in KK about 1.45pm, straight to the hotel for rest, Gaya Centre Hotel. A nice 3 star hotel with simple amenities. Exactly 5.30pm we went out for a stroll by the beach, sunset in the background and really enjoy each other company. Had simple seafood dinner and it is such a delicious meal and CHEAP as well..hehehe. Later went for a short shopping spree at the new shopping mall Suria Sabah. The mall is still new and what do you expect, not many shops available. After spend on few necessities, back to the hotel for rest.
24th April - Woke up early for breakfast and enjoy the beautiful scenery of the beach from the cafe balcony. It was sunny and perfect day for souvenirs shopping spree.. Bought few things for folks back in KL and some for us as well. As time passed by the weather became very hot and humid. Time to head back to our room and rest. Aleesha also getting cranky, tired and hungry same as for both of us..TIRED and HUNGRY!!
Clock strike 6.30pm and its getting dark outside. Time for dinner. We had fish, calamari and vege again..but we are not tired of eating this meal as it was awesome.. Definitely we can't get cheap seafood in KL. So, we stuff ourselves with seafood in KK..hehehe. This is the last night we're enjoying our time together as 1 family. I know I shouldn't expect so much from him..as tomorrow it will back to normal again. He with his own life and me with lil princess. Even we still keep in touch with each other, but our time is so limited as both of us is busy with our own things or work to do.
25th April - Time to head off to the airport and back to KL. Flight schedule at 2.05pm and we were in the airport early for check in and relax. Already make plans to come again when lil princess is a little bit bigger and maybe backpacking to other destination together.
Exactly 4.30pm arrive at LCCT, we hit by a bad news that the other woman is there (ex as well). I know that she definitely don't believed my ex went to KK for work and it is not a surprise to me either. I can feel that huge problem will arise and there goes my happiest holiday together as a family.
Once I stepped out from the arrival, I can see her from my corner of my eyes. I do not want to make any scene which can embarrassed myself, lil princess as well as my ex. So, I make my decision to ignore and proceed to get a taxi to go back and fetch my car in PJ. As I approaching the taxi stand....
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